I have just been looking trough all my postings on the blog.
That raises a few questions.
Why does a man with a vocabulary the size of mine, write that bad? (My Danish teacher at grammar school would shake her head in disbelief)
Why don't I write more often?
I think the answer to these two questions is correlated.
I write with passion!
I really would like to have the ability to write, if not on a daily basis, then at least a few times a week.
Writing on a daily basis is not an ability one could argue. But I think it is because, that would mean that I would have to write about my daily life, ordinary boring things from my ordinary boring daily life. And that- that I cannot!
Martin Bliddal master this, and that to an extend, that I really enjoy his writing, and I learn, or refelct(some times both) while reading his thoughts. (Danish text: http://www.martin-bliddal.dk/ )
I have tried - and I have tried more than once. It does not lead to anything.
When I write something, and it actually ends up with a blog post, it is because I am passionate!
Passionate in the sense that I have an interest in the subject
Passionate in the sense that I am worried, angry, indignant, with regard to the subject.
This passion leads to me being very anxious, while writing I just have to get it out!
Out of my system.
Out to a public (however small it might be)
That again leads to a less than perfect disposition. There is a start and a point, but the argumentation, and build up to the point… That I have seen better, and done better in other contexts.
At first I thought, "you will have to rewrite all the postings", build them up next to perfect, make sure that it would be an esthetic pleasure to read my blog.
But hell no!
It would lose its passion, and it’s the passion that drives the writing!
Bottom line - you will have to live with the bad disposition, and the flaws there are and will come.
